Priority vs. Option
I am not the type of girl who is someones second choice. Or the girl who will wait until you have time for her. I am not stuck up and think that I should be number one at all times, because i know that isn't how a relationship is. Let alone how I want my relationship to work. But i expect effort and sadly to this day I have gotten none. I tend to let people walk all over me, but I am done with that. I have standards and expectations and I am tired of lowering them just so I do not have to end up alone. If alone is what I have to be to stop getting rid of my morals for people who do not deserve my time then alone I will be and honey I will make alone look so damn good. I know that I am not the greatest person or the nicest but I know what I deserve and I will not settle for anything less than that. I am done changing myself to become someone that everyone will easily like. I am complex and extremely difficult, but that is what makes me, me. I've lost myself along the way before, but I am done getting lost for the wrong people. For now, I am going to do me and see where that takes me. Because I am a priority not just an option.
-JLS
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